I just want us to have a tiny place on the Internet to feel seen and heard and understood and most importantly not judged. So I decided to create THIS place. I want to talk about what matters, because I feel that we have somehow lost the connection with all that constant oversharing of stuff, but not the real stuff. I mean, I am glad that you have bought this new lipstick, bag, shoes, oh or whatever.., that you've been there and eaten that and watched that but ..... But I want to know what do you really think about it all. What's been on your mind lately? Like, I mean, the important stuff. Are you compensating? Are you anxious and triggered? Are you sad? Maybe you are in love? Or jealous? Or just tired and lost? But why? Have you thought about it? Have you really thought about it all?

Well I don't mean to be a therapist here, I just want to share what I feel and then maybe you will relate to it somehow and maybe you will want to talk about it?

So here it is. A little tiny space on the eternity of the Big Almighty Internet to overshare without feeling cringe and guilty afterwards.

And also

A place where I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life as I go and if I am able to express my ideas in writing or was it always just my ego and futile ambitions.

And, optimistically, a place for you and me to feel that we are not alone in this crazy modern world by having a deep slow and hopefully meaningful conversation that we both lack in the times of some bullshit popcorn content and hypocrite, hateful commentators, in order not to feel so lonely and delusional. I promise to be honest and vulnerable so be considerate, thank you.

There is far better content out there than my anxious rambling, so I also will share my thoughts provoked by books and movies.

And I am a mom of a toddler and I think I will need to write about that too, just in a therapeutic matter.

And maybe not to be so serious and heavy all the time here will be some fun stuff.

So, it is all a work in progress thus don't be so harsh on me, thank you.

P.S.
- Why on earth do you need a site for all that?! - you will ask.
- I don't know, I just feel like it. Maybe it will be a calm safe space with no algorithms bombardment so we can just be in peace. I hope you will come back again.

P.P.S

Варь, ну а главный вопрос: нафига по-английски то все???

I just felt like it, sorry

So let us write and let us not cringe at thyself

Here you also won't find any protocols on how to be the best version of yourself cause you already are, there is only one you and you are not supposed to apply degrees of comparison to your being, although if it makes you feel good go on, but i doubt it, usually it gets sad, weird and inappropriate. And as human you are just being put into different moods by different hormonal cycles, situations, circumstances, people and billion other things but every second of your life you are you. So trust no one but yourself, trust your gut feeling, always double-check the info that is brought to you and take everything with a grain of salt, it will taste better. This site is no exception.

And now I wholeheartedly welcome you to my brain, heart and soul so don't be cruel and remember if you don't have anything nice to say maybe just keep your opinion to yourself, the world have enough shit circulating and I am not your therapist, I am an alive and vulnerable human being just like you. Sometimes you are not right but simply rude.

Welcome! Hope you will FEEL here.

Yours,

Varvara